Today...

After church the girly and I went to have a lunch on barstools (no baby brother) at the Cheesecake factory and we watched the Brazil/USA game...

Someone got his big boy bed built…I was feeling really sad about taking apart the crib, the crib my two babies slept in.
The kids played in the pool outside, it was REALLY hot.
We had showers and movie night, Cars.
I read this book that I found at the dollar used book store, I remember reading this series when I was younger. I checked publication date : 1955…I am not THAT old.
Yesterday…
I had to cancel a movie date with the girls.
The family was invited last minute to celebrate the birth of our good friends son, the sweet Travis. I had total baby fever…I got to hold him and smell him, brought back good memories and some pangs of maybe, possibly wanting another little one.
Called up my family to see if we could meet up but everyone was busy…so we headed to Griffith Park to see the trains, but it was soooo hot, we stayed about 30 minutes and left with very pink cheeked kiddos.
we came home and watched Michael Jackson videos with the kids. It was funny to watch them dance around and react to the rythym…Katya asks me…”Mama will you take me to see him in concert one day…” I said yes, I really didn’t want to get into more detail.
On his death, I have some very strong, fond memories of Michael Jackson. My mom really enjoyed his music and my brother and I were introduced early on to his talent. I remember going to see him (all of us went, even my dad) in concert during the BAD tour and we all LOVED Captain E.O. Its also something that my brother and I share, which I will always cherish.
I was sad to hear he had passed away, I know he was strange/quirky…but I guess I always felt like he was so used up by so many people all of his life that he snapped…but I personally cant deny how talented he was.